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Thank you for enjoying the Frida Kahlo mega

“I am not sick. I am broken. But I am happy to be alive as long as I can paint.”

Biography of Frida Kahlo

Considered one of Mexico's greatest artists, Frida Kahlo was born on July 6, 1907 in Coyocoan, Mexico City, Mexico. She grew up in the family's home where was later referred to as the Blue House or Casa Azul. Her father is a German descendant and photographer. He immigrated to Mexico where he met and married her mother Matilde. Her mother is half Amerindian and half Spanish. Frida Kahlo has two older sisters and one younger sister.

Frida Kahlo has poor health in her childhood. She contracted polio at the age of 6 and had to be bedridden for nine months. This disease caused her right leg and foot to grow much thinner than her left one. She limped after she recovered from polio. She has been wearing long skirts to cover that for the rest of her life. Her father encouraged her to do lots of sports to help her recover. She played soccer, went swimming, and even did wrestle, which is very unusual at that time for a girl. She has kept a very close relationship with her father for her whole life.

Frida Kahlo attended the renowned National Preparatory School in Mexico City in the year of 1922. There are only thirty-five female students enrolled in that school and she soon became famous for her outspokenness and bravery. At this school she first met the famous Mexican muralist Diego Rivera for the first time. Rivera at that time was working on a mural called The Creation on the school campus. Frida often watched it and she told a friend she will marry him someday.

In the same year, Kahlo joined a gang of students who shared similar political and intellectual views. She fell in love with the leader Alejandro Gomez Arias. On a September afternoon when she traveled with Gomez Arias on a bus the tragic accident happened. The bus collided with a streetcar and Frida Kahlo was seriously injured. A steel handrail impaled her through the hip. Her spine and pelvis are fractured and this accident left her in a great deal of pain, both physically and physiologically.

She was injured so badly and had to stay in the Red Cross Hospital in Mexico City for several weeks. After that, she returned home for further recovery. She had to wear full-body cast for three months. To kill the time and alleviate the pain, she started painting and finished her first self-portrait the following year. Frida Kahlo once said,

I paint myself because I am often alone and I am the subject I know best".

Her parents encouraged her to paint and made a special easel made for her so she could paint in bed. They also gave her brushes and boxes of paints.

Frida Kahlo reconnected with Rivera in 1928. She asked him to evaluate her work and he encouraged her. The two soon started the romantic relationship. Despite her mother's objection, Frida and Diego Rivera got married in the next year. During their earlier years as a married couple, Frida had to move a lot based on Diego's work. In 1930, they lived in San Francisco, California. Then they moved to New York City for Rivera's artwork show at Museum of Modern Art. They later moved to Detroit while Diego Rivera worked for Detroit Institute of Arts.

In 1932, Kahlo added more realistic and surrealistic components in her painting style. In the painting titled Henry Ford Hospital(1932), Frida Kahlo lied on a hospital bed naked and was surrounded with a few things floating around, which includes a fetus, a flower, a pelvis, a snail, all connected by veins. This painting was an expression of her feelings about her second miscarriage. It is as personal as her other self-portraits.

In 1933, Kahlo was living in New York City with her husband Diego Rivera. Rivera was commissioned by Nelson Rockefeller to create a mural named as Man at the Crossroads at Rockefeller Center. Rivera tried to include Vladimir Lenin in the painting, who is a communist leader. Rockefeller stopped his work and that part was painted over. The couple had to move back to Mexico after this incident. They returned and live in San Angel, Mexico.

Frida Kahlo and Diego Rivera's marriage is not a usual one. They had been keeping separate homes and studios for all those years. Diego had so many affairs and one of that was with Kahlo's sister Cristina. Frida Kahlo was so sad and she cut off her long hair to show her desperation to the betrayal. She has longed for children but she cannot bear one due to the bus accident. She was heartbroken when she experienced a second miscarriage in 1934. Kahlo and Rivera have been separated a few times but they always went back together. In 1937 they helped Leon Trotsky and his wife Natalia. Leon Trotsky is an exiled communist and rival of Soviet leader Joseph Stalin. Kahlo and Rivera welcomed the couple together and let them stay at her Blue House. Kahlo also had a brief affair with Leon Trotsky when the couple stayed at her house.

In 1938, Frida Kahlo became a friend of André Breton, who is one of the primary figures of the Surrealism movement. Frida said she never considered herself as a Surrealist "until André Breton came to Mexico and told me I was one." She also wrote, "Really I do not know whether my paintings are surrealist or not, but I do know that they are the frankest expression of myself". "Since my subjects have always been my sensations, my states of mind and the profound reactions that life has been producing in me, I have frequently objectified all this in figures of myself, which were the most sincere and real thing that I could do in order to express what I felt inside and outside of myself."

In the same year, she had an exhibition at New York City gallery. She sold some of her paintings and got two commissions. One of that is from Clare Boothe Luce to paint her friend Dorothy Hale who committed suicide. She painted The Suicide of Dorothy Hale (1939), which tells the story of Dorothy's tragic leap. The patron Luce was horrified and almost destroyed this painting.

The next year, 1939, Kahlo was invited by André Breton and went to Paris. Her works are exhibited there and she is befriended with artists such as Marc Chagall, Piet Mondrian, and Pablo Picasso. She and Rivera got divorced that year and she painted one of her most famous paintings, The Two Fridas(1939).

But soon Frida Kahlo and Diego Rivera remarried in 1940. The second marriage is about the same as the first one. They still keep separate lives and houses. Both of them had infidelities with other people during the marriage. Kahlo received a commission from the Mexican government for five portraits of important Mexican women in 1941, but she was unable to finish the project. She lost her beloved father that year and continued to suffer from chronic health problems. Despite her personal challenges, her work continued to grow in popularity and was included in numerous group shows around this time.

In the year of 1944, Frida Kahlo painted one of her most famous portraits, The Broken Column. In this painting, she depicted herself naked and split down the middle. Her spine is shattered like a column. She wears a surgical brace and there are nails all through her body, which is the indication of the consistent pain she went through. In this painting, Frida expressed her physical challenges through her art. During that time, she had a few surgeries and had to wear special corsets to protect her back spine. She seeks lots of medical treatment for her chronic pain but nothing really worked.

Her health condition has been worsening in 1950. That year she was diagnosed with gangrene in her right foot. She became bedridden for the next nine month and had to stay in hospital and had several surgeries. But with great persistence, Frida Kahlo continued to work and paint. In the year of 1953, she had a solo exhibition in Mexican. Although she had limited mobility at that time, she showed up on the exhibition's opening ceremony. She arrived by ambulance, and welcomed the attendees, celebrated the ceremony in a bed the gallery set up for her. A few months later, she had to accept another surgery. Part of her right leg got amputated.

With the poor physical condition, she is also deeply depressed. She even had an inclination for suicide. Frida Kahlo has been out and in hospital during that year. But despite her health issues, she has been active with the political movement. She showed up at the demonstration against US-backed overthrow of President Jacobo Arbenz of Guatemala on July 2. This is her last public appearance. About one week after her 47th birthday, Frida Kahlo passed away at her beloved Bule House.

https://www.fridakahlo.org/frida-kahlo-biography.jsp


The Wounded Deer, 1946


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[–] Arahnya@hexbear.net 9 points 1 week ago

mistake making, feeling bad / anxiety, but overcoming it

A few weeks ago I made a mistake, have felt bad about it for a while. Ive been trying to push the anxiety aside. Well today, I basically fixed it! I really hate the thing in question lol but at least now I can fix them 😩

[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 9 points 1 week ago

I also had a dream last night that they made a voiced, graphics and AI updated, VR version of Morrowind and it was really unpleasant because it was basically just Dunmer racially harassing you non stop.

[–] shallot@hexbear.net 9 points 1 week ago

depressionI remember a time when I mostly liked being alive, but somehow I keep waking up in a different time, and I think that’s rude.

[–] buh@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago

how it feels to change your DNS server so you can go to leafly.com on the library wifi

[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (1 children)

Another wild dream. For context I have a viral illness and I was rigouring in the middle of the night and then woke sweating... (CW transphobia and medical trauma)I was billionaire superhero like Batman. I was explicitly a trans woman again. I lived above a dense hospital I ran as a charity, in a penthouse apartment like a Howard Hughes style recluse. On top of the hospital was also a lighthouse tower with observation deck as the hospital was perched in a bay. There was also "warehouses" on top that were my Bat-Cave that stored modified vehicles and could launch onto the covered roof of elevated highway over the water that lead to the hospital.

I was up on the roof looking at putting in a landing pad with my sibling who was my man-in-the-chair, when I had a panic attack about the heights, apparently this was part of my tragic backstory and not something that regularly happened. I slid down angle glass windows and swung off polled struts until I reached ground in a courtyard of the hospital. Once I calmed down I realized I was wearing my hero gear so ditched it and snuck into the hospital grabbing some scrub pants and a hospital gown.

I had my sibling on an ear piece guiding me and a watch that could unlock any door or lift. The hospital was really busy, I bumped into some paramedics but one recognized me and I lied that I had taken a sleeping tablet, gotten confused and wandered into the wrong lift half naked. They seemed to believe me and helped me find the first lift I needed. I needed to get through a medical library and an outreach type wing. I encountered a young woman doctor in a hijab who was kind to me as I explained I was the billionaire owner of the hospital, I'd had a panic attack and gotten lost.

I thought I convinced her and made my way to a small 1-2 person lift that would take me to my Bat-cave. But it turns out staff had used it as storage (even thought they couldn't buzz it up/down they could open it). As I was working out what to do the doctor returned with some nurses, and this physically imposing older lady nurse tried to make me come with her, it was clear she thought I was mentally ill. I explained calmly I knew what it looked like and asked her to google [MY NAME] and "billionaire" and she replied "and who would he be?". I remember the doctor looking upset by the misgendering.

I told her "do not misgender me or I'll have you fired". She tried to stick me with a syringe of sedative but I caught her hand and followed up "and your family killed" (Kind of mean but I also knew in the dream I wouldn't do follow through I was acting like a shithead billionaire as a cover). At that moment the hospital security arrived with guns drawn, I knew they were operators disguised as rent a cops in the employ of my man-in-the-chair sibling. They said "unhand Ms [My name]" and the nurse sort of went slack in shock and I told them to detain her while I considered her fate. That's when I woke up.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 6 points 1 week ago (1 children)

If only I had a private security team just to deal with people that piss me off.

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[–] XiaCobolt@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago) (1 children)

Dysphonia DysphoriaI tested positive to Influenza B, my voice has gotten so deep and scratchy, it's odd talking makes me really dysphoric, but also it's kind of affirming, because I kind of thought this was how I sounded anyway? So now I'm like "No my normal voice isn't this bad"

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 6 points 1 week ago

spoilerThere was a time from smoke and a different time from getting sick that I lost all my chest and lower register, that was pretty nice. Enforced voice training. Of course, I strained and ended up just losing my voice entirely lol

[–] Wmill@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Dreamt the girl I was crushing on fell for Wario lenin-pensive also I was developing spiderman powers which was cool but I I was shaping upt to take on Frieza from dbz. I don't think I wanna go into powerscaling but felt inadequate in both senses.

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[–] nemmybun@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago

I might be partway on the path to being on the verge of possibly getting my shit together maybe

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago (1 children)

depression, I'm sorryCurled up in bed again. Was trying to hype myself up for a shower but I don't want to so I think I'm just going to skip it, again. I fell behind. Everything was going okay when I was a kid. Then the depression and dysphoria and shit happened and now I'm a shell.

I never really existed, not the real me. Just this horrible, disgusting monster. Very sad idk. I feel very detached from my real self, and like I won't get there.

I've been thinking about things that have happened this past year and they don't feel real. I put together some legos a few months ago, but it feels strange. My friend made me a birthday cake, but really? Conversations, etc. Even just things that happened today. It all feels so hazy, dreamlike...

[–] BountifulEggnog@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago (4 children)

negativityBeing trans is probably like 95% of my depression and dissociation tbh. Fucking garbage

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[–] musicenjoyer@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago

t and DashPCT >

spoilerI purchased T but idk how the paying process works. Think I have a hang of it? Either way am happy.

[–] gaystyleJoker@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago (4 children)

hi, does anyone wanna make the mega in the upcoming weeks? if so, reply to this post and i'll add you to the list!

the list as it stands:

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[–] SamotsvetyVIA@hexbear.net 8 points 1 week ago* (last edited 1 week ago)

appearance issues, transphobia, maybe eating disorder?


[–] wombat@hexbear.net 7 points 1 week ago

it is june 25 and stalin saved the world from fascism

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 7 points 1 week ago

How long can I keep doing spring cleaning before I run out of things to clean? The answer is aparantly 2 days.

Gotta start working on my labor theory of value simulations again.

[–] iridaniotter@hexbear.net 7 points 1 week ago (2 children)

depressing rant about personhood

Doppelgänger fiction is depressing because the angst characters have that others only like the mask and not the self is just true, and the trope where another character realizes there's an impersonator is just cope. No one expects a doppelgänger, so a convincing impersonation is not even necessary. While humans are biosocial beings, under any organization of society where embodiment is critical to its functions, "person" becomes nearly synonymous with "body". So it is not even necessarily the "role" a doppelgänger must take on convincingly. The most important "role" a person plays is just their physical presence. Actual behavior can be quite inconsistent!

Written a couple days after watching Episode 14 of Ergo Proxy via proxy, ha.

So anyway this is why we must all aspire to be more like Fai Rodis from the hit untranslated novel Bull's Hour.

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 7 points 1 week ago

Not sure why you consider the doppelganger stuff to be depressing. As a doppelganger myself, I find your take to be reassuring and inspirational.

[–] TerminalEncounter@hexbear.net 6 points 1 week ago

I think people find it angsty to discover someone else could take over their life. They dont even have to do it particularly well - think like Nimic (2019) lol

[–] sodium_nitride@hexbear.net 7 points 1 week ago

Writing out a whole ass creed being super negative about myself then deleting it catgirl-sorry.

Ain't nobody need to see that except Zuckerberg (who I assume is monitoring this site)

Also, I swear to God, my boobs itch so much. What the hell am I supposed to do about this? I'm in constant suffering 😫.

[–] DornerStan@lemmygrad.ml 7 points 1 week ago

I am a concept trapped in a world of symbols

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