chapotraphouse

Getting around to checking out a little Duran Duran and now the names of a million steam achievements are starting to make sense to me

whelp, i'm now posting from a linux build running on a macbook pro.

installing some stuff onto it still, just dont know what to do with this laptop now.

These are some decades we're having

fucking mainstream orb ponderors

Damn, me getting ratioed by bigots for saying that rules against eating pork were based in valid public health concerns.

You look at Silent Hill 2—or look at it in a certain way, at least—and what you see is how almost every game equivalent in terms of budget, scale, or mainstream exposure that’s been created in the last two decades has not, in any way, come close to what Silent Hill 2 achieved. It’s an apex in the sense that an apex symbolises and prefigures a downfall, a depletion, a gradual collapse. I haven’t played the remake yet, so I’m not passing judgement on it in terms of its own quality, but it seems to serve as the ideal metaphor for games now as opposed to games then—there was a point in time where things like Silent Hill 2 came out, and now we’re at a point in time where remakes of those things come out. It’s the reputation of Silent Hill 2 that has guaranteed its remake. Its vision and originality are commodities now, the raw materials which are best suited to be recycled and exploited by modern game factories. The world of videogames today has become the town of Silent Hill itself, inhabited by reflections, refractions, and grotesques of the past—half-formed ghosts composed of the leftovers of living souls. More astounding than the original Silent Hill 2 is how few other mainstream games with its cohesiveness, depth, and general artistic credibility have ever been made. It’s astounding that it’s astounding.

https://bulletpointsmonthly.com/2024/10/10/a-hundred-silent-hill-2

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stjepan_Filipovi%C4%87

Why are pepper plants like the fainting goat of the plant world?

Like, not enough water, or too much water, or looking at it wrong, and it's just like AIGHT, BET, I'M OUT and it drops all its leaves off

Like they just kill themselves, like, the leaves just autolyze at the base and fall

I am assuming it's an adaptation to reduce water loss but like, my plant in christ, you need those fucking leaves!

What instead of house it was mouse? that rat bite episode would be interesting

The Dø tickets are all sold out. I was really hoping to see them, but I was slow on the draw.

Lately it been warm enough to go outside at night, which is nice since I like to star gaze. So it's nice to start to be able to do that again without getting cold.

But it makes me miss my dog more, cw: grief

Since I would bring my dog outside with me, and this summer just going to be different without him. I can't help but think how easy it was to lose track of him since he was a walking void, if it wasn't for his white star on his chest, you wouldn't notice him in the dark.

and then this grief is making me think of my mom to, doesn't help it's mother day as well. I guess right now it just one of those moments where all that stuff just comes back.

It also just makes me wonder what am I even doing anymore. Why am I here?

spoiler mental health stuff cw: depression, suicide and why can't things just finally end. It would be nice for things to just end, but they won't. I don't really want to be here. I'm really tired. I really would like to think there just some sort of reason why I just have to keep being here, even if I don't really want to be at times. Yet if there was, things just feel unbearable, especially with lately just feeling like no one really cares about me besides my dad or my grandma.

just I dunno, I just hope something changes. well that not true, lots of things have changed, and things are always changing, albeit slowly. so maybe this won't be forever or I hope so. :::

Got nothing to do today, so i'm going to be doing my work around the house in zubaz and a ribera jacket

I remembred someone said they preferred female corrin because apparently being naive and stupid is more tolerateable for women.

Fire emblem sexism man I HATE GENDER LOCKED CLASS I HATE FEMALE LORDS BEING WRITTEN AS STUPID NAIVE.

Cat I'm taking care of won't stop peeing on things :(

"It's mothers day, call your mom"

o-okay, what do you want me to call her?

I don't mind grafitti but I really wish they would do something besides writing their tags 90 times.

Edit: Grafitti is art. And it can therefore be critiqued as bad art.