lilypad

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[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 4 points 3 weeks ago

Stalker sucks. You die in one hit, the game bugs the fuck out (especiallu vanilla clear sky), and the storyline isnt really anything special.

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 4 points 3 weeks ago

Mayn Pulemyot is also a good one if i remember right its about defending the shtetl against the whites? Its been a minute since I listened to it.

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 4 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago)

Til barrikaderna is a swedish version of a las barrikadas with anti patriarchal and anti capitalist lyrics. [...] fight against capital and patriarchy, we follow in the steps of fighting sisters, women who fought for freedoms sake, bravely and proudly we look forward to the fight, together we march in order to fight for our right [...] (my translation might be a bit off)

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 47 points 3 weeks ago

Our own brown/blackshirts will be formed, theyll call it the BTA (Beauro of True Americans). Sorry ill get off the lathe.

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 10 points 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) (4 children)

Writing lisp:

(defun generate-eight-new-magic-numbers-for-system-x ()...)

Writing c:

struct mnums* g8_nmn_sx () {...}
[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 10 points 1 month ago

Im not familiar with any works that would fit this, but tbh i find dimensional approach like this to only work with 0≤N≤infinity dimensions.

I will say the gender accelerationist manifesto can be helpful for re-orienting ones thoughts around gender, you should give it a read ^^ its on anarchist library and elsewhere.

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 12 points 2 months ago

So like im a subby gal who enjoys a good flogging. I dont know what scientifically happens, but at a certain point i am just laughing and screaming and need to be tied down because otherwise ill get too squirmy to hit safely or worse lash out at my Domme. Beyond the laughter is the blissed out not-really-present part which i just love but seldom enter.

Its really fun, and yeah the pain is an integral part of that, without it i dont laugh, or feel euphoric joy. Afterwards i may find pride in how much or how little i took. It makes me feel very close to my partner, and it tickles my sensory organs (sometimes literally), and it just overall is very very fun. Coupled with orgasm its even better. Hopefully thats helpful to you ^^

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 10 points 3 months ago

Weird bush/cheney apologia. It didnt even make sense, like they had never been exposed to the idea that your class interests will dictate even the tiniest speck of your behavior.

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 3 points 3 months ago

Arakawa Under the Bridge is basically "relationships or: how I learned to stop worrying and love mutual aid".

Its about a capitalist who gets thrown into a more anarcho-* social group and lives there. Its silly and rediculous (and warning theres some homophobia I think, its been a while since I watched it tho so take what I say with salt).

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 9 points 3 months ago

Yayyyy another swole-chonk update! bridget-vibe

As per ususal, youre doing wonderful work that is incredibly exciting, even if it is nothing "new", every step fills me with joy ^^ i perused the git log and the progress is exciting! ^even^ ^if^ ^i^ ^dont^ ^understand^ ^most^ ^of^ ^it^

Tysm for the update, but wont be expecting more before RC2 is in hand catgirl-happy

[–] lilypad@hexbear.net 4 points 3 months ago* (last edited 3 months ago) (1 children)

Kai wynn, high on her own farts: id like a red jumja stick

Worker: oh im so sorry, we dont have any red jumja sticks left

Kai wynn: i am but one of the prophets simple servants, all i ask is for a red jumja stick

Worker: i understand but we dont have any

Kai wynn: so you would deny a a humble servant a red jumja stick?

Worker: i dont know what you want me to do, we have no more red jumja sticks

Kai wynn: breathes in my child, the prophets have a plan for us, and mine includes a red jumja stick. Do you deny the sovereignty of the prophets?

Worker: ...uh, no? But we dont have any red jumja sticks left...

Kai wynn: HERETIC! you disgrace the prophets! You have no place among the faithful! I will pray for you, that your next trip to bajor is safe and uneventful.

 

I always hesitate to call what I experience a period, because i dont know if thats what it is or if it operates the same, plus some deep-set fear that as soon as I use that word in reference to myself 10 terfs will jump out of the woodwork and berate me for an hour.

I was wondering if anyone else experiences intense period-esq symptoms? Every ~3 weeks i have intense mood swings and am borderline psychotic for 2-5 days. I get very super dysphoric and everything is just really terrible. I also lose memory and dont remember what I did during those times very well (although my memory is terrible regardless so it could just be normal-for-me memory loss).

Its not directly related to my shot schedule, but its at its worst when it lines up with my shot. I cant tell if progesterone makes it better or worse, but I went off it to try and narrow everything down, because it wasnt always this intense. I might try cycling it to see if that helps? But it might just make it worse.

Im unsure why i made this post, i guess i just want to know im not alone?

 

How do you write a cover letter for a job doing very basic tasks? I feel like Im either shmoozing and being way over the top, or being realistic in a way that will keep me from getting the job. For reference the job is to package coffee and make other products. I guess i just dont understand. I need a job, they need a worker. This work can be done by most people, its not some field thats relevant, its putting beans in bags and brewing coffee, how can I say "i really want to work here" when in reality any job will do, this is just the one that vibes best with my social capacity and is offered by the least offensive corporation. Like what am I gonna say, "I love brewing coffee, i spend every day constantly brewing coffee and moving my coffee beans from one bag to another, because I just like handling coffee"?

I have also been studying or doing self employed things like tutoring for the past 10 years and my cover letter skills were shit before this and have only gotten worse.

Cant I just write "job. Me need job. You have job. Me need money for survive. You need worker for labour. You give money, i work. I work good." and be done with it?

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