silly venting incoming (!)
I get some folks here (and some NTs) thrive in them and they should be offered!!!
But I cannot fucking deal as someone still trying to get a grip on inattentive ADHD. Why in the fuck, in a world where everyone has fully stopped pretending COVID-19 exists, are half my college courses still online only?? This shit feels like I'm not even in a class! I blink and I'm suddenly 4 assignments behind! FUCK.
I guess I should consider myself lucky I'm rich enough to have a PC that can handle the 3D modeling/animation work required in my degree - whenever I get around to it that is. Still too poor for that neuropsych exam that could get me accommodations though!!! Feels great to be constantly on my own on this!!!!!!! When all my medication does sometimes is keep me doomscrolling for two hours straight!!!!!!!!
Amazing to tell the people who have any chance at helping me with anything and get shrugs as a response!!!!! "That's rough buddy." YUP. Thanks Dr. Psych! Thanks disabilities counselor!
I am not finishing this shit before I'm 30 
Many of the organizers are also wanted for participating in Jan 6 or some shit