Octagonprime

I should be getting a job soon as a caretaker for my father but it's gonna be a couple more weeks probably and I'm out of funds. I have foodstamps but they're drying up quick and I need other shit to live too. Unfortunately my account is -30 dollars so I need a decent amount to be able to use anything... I know other posters are in more desperate situations than I am so only give me anything if you really can spare it, it took a lot just to make this post because I don't want to take away from someone who needs it more but I'm losing my mind rn and not in a good place in general and having no money is making it worse. I might even waste some on nicotine because I cant help myself or frivolous shit like thrifting for girl clothes, but I also need 5 bucks to get a bus to Walmart so I can eat something other than dollar store food, just cut ties with my one friend willing to drive me places because he's a trump supporting asshole and I'm tired of it. Anyway I only have cashapp dm if you can spare anything I'm sorry

Hey guys so good news bad news, good news I have a job, a shitty low paying part time job but still a job, bad news is I still don't get paid for a week and I need money for food. I never put in my ebt application because I'm a wreck but I had enough from you guys and some surprise money from my old job to last me until now but im running on empty and need to go grocery shopping. Any amount will be appreciated, I really do feel bad taking Anything from you guys but I don't have anywhere else to turn really. Also ive been going through a really rough time and the holidays are really bad for me so if you dont have anything to give leaving some kind words will help me too. Thank you for taking the time to read this. My cashapp is $octagonprime1 and paypal is octagonprime@gmail.com.

Unrelated preface: sorry to everyone who DMd me after my last post asking for friends , my autistic ass panicked and went back to going ghost and being isolated, but I appreciate all the support. Anyway , I just had to move back into my mom's momentarily, and left my old job. There isn't shit to eat here and its going to be a few days before i can (hopefully) get on food stamps. I don't need to pay bills or anything rn thank God but I'm getting so anxious about not having much to eat I just need like 5 dollars or something to grab something cheap for today. I don't want to take anything from anyone but I don't know what else to do. I got some food a couple of days ago with what I had but it's gone already, and it was expensive as the only local grocery store's small business lord charges out the ass because he knows disadvantaged people don't have the means to go to the Walmart. Thank you for reading. My cashapp is $octagonprime1 , I was going to get venmo in case people didn't have ca but I don't have a phone number atm so I can't do that unless anyone has a workaround.

EDIT: Thanks for coming through guys I haven't been full for a while and I am now , there's so much going on in my life I didn't want to get into and your support means a lot to me in a time where I've been feeling more helpless and alone than ever <3