It's tough, respect for holding on as you do.
Life's not fair, not everyone has the mental stability that is required for a happy life. But we can hope to lessen the pain a bit.
Headspace is indeed an app, with a subscription (not sure what the free plan is, but it helped me so I didn't care). You can also meditate yourself or with free YT videos of course, but this app worked better for me.
Take care, hope you find some relief.
ERASED is about a guy reliving his life as a young school kid, with awkward moments around romantic feelings. While I do think it kind of fits the story, I think it does not go well with the requirements.
With this classy response of his it's almost better for his perceived character than when he didn't say it.
After 25 years of suicidal thoughts I've finally taken antidepressants, Zoloft was what worked for me.
In a couple of months the black thoughts became more rare and now in a year or so they are almost gone. I don't feel the active need to kill myself any longer. Which feels.. a bit uncanny almost. Not all in life is good, but this specific lack of despair is nice; still really bizarre to not have this endless dread any longer. I try to enjoy that while it lasts.
I did a lot of meditation as well with Headspace, can recommend that too.
Hope you find your way.
But I'm allergic to mittens.
No action whatsoever is being done purely for someone else's sake.
It depends, I believe actual tape keeps data usable way longer than CDs.
Who?
Also not a fan to say the least.
It's cutting my programming work in half right now with quality .NET code. As long as I stay in the lead and have good examples + context in my codebase, it saves me a lot of time.
This was not the case for co-pilot though, but Cursor AI combined with Claude 3.7 is quite advanced.
If people are not seeing any benefit, I think they have the wrong use cases, workflow or tools. Which can be fair limitations depending on your workplace of course.
You could get in a nasty rabbit hole if you vibe-code too much though. Stay the architect and check generated code / files after creation.
No need to attack me like that when I'm just sharing my viewpoint.
I'm not that outspoken about whether it is fair or not to train on publicly visible data. As that is like having a set of brains look at the same data, but on steroids.
I do feel, however, that large companies making money off that inspiration input seems skewed. But that comes down to the question, can you look at public work and then ask for money for the work you create yourself afterwards. As you surely build on inspiration.
But you get rusty in moist environments; when you urinate you slowly rot away your urethra.