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[–] star_sparkling_soda@hexbear.net 9 points 1 week ago (1 children)

This is so horrendous… I am so sorry! :(( truly awful and disgusting (hug)

 

After six months, we have finally gotten $1122 through to Maha! This has been incredibly difficult due to multiple issues with money transfers to Iraq. She currently has access to $615 in cash.

Unfortunately, Maha’s situation has become increasingly dangerous due Israel’s war on Iran. Additionally, she is at high risk of her family discovering her transness. She is in constant danger and needs to find safety as soon as possible.

At this point, a Canadian visa will be extremely difficult to obtain in a timely fashion. We are considering other options at the moment — namely Argentina and China. If anyone knows any leads, connections, or options for work, healthcare, and asylum — please reach out. The situation has been very difficult and stressful for Maha and we need all the help we can get.

In addition to her travel expenses, Maha will also be using the funds we raise to afford her daily survival. She needs $800-900 monthly to cover rent, food, medication, transportation, and utilities; and she has been heavily overworking herself trying to cover these expenses on her own while still often having to go without food and essential medical treatment. This has been hugely detrimental to her health. We need to raise at least $400-500 for her monthly for her to be able to live comfortably without having to overexert herself to meet her basic needs.

We are so grateful for all the support on Maha’s fundraiser, and we want to thank everyone who has reached out and/or provided funds. Maha’s safety and well-being is a community effort. We will achieve it. Please support and share, and thank you all.

Funds for Maha can also be sent through PayPal! PayPal: mahasfundraiser

 

Mem, my friend who’s a Black trans disabled person and their cat need minimum aid of $120 for groceries ASAP. They are facing high temperatures without basic needs. 3 people with $40 can help clear this! They have been trying to raise funds for this all week without much support.

They are also facing an overwhelming amount of other issues, and hunger certainly won’t help.

  • car that won’t drive since January, cutting off ability to get essential resources or healthcare.
  • utilities will shut off without money.
  • home needs several essential repairs + deep clean to battle an infestation…

Any and all contributions will help their survival facing this mountain of pure awfulness no one should be living in!! :( thank you so much.

Cashapp + Venmo: memwho paypal: xomemereytwod

 

can anyone help a homeless mom get diapers, shelter, & food today? Elisea was fired early 2025 for being disabled and shortly evicted. She has three toddlers, and has now been kicked out by her aunt. This is an all around horrible situation and my heart breaks seeing people go through horrifically abusive things such as this. Anything is helpful!

C: elxsea V: elxsea P: elxsea

 

A Black single mom needs to raise $605 more BY TOMORROW 6/1 in order to make rent!! If 30 people send $20 each we can pretty much cover this. Please help a Black mother and her son keep their home.

Paypal: lelebabes01

Venmo: lelebabe01

 

A Black single mom needs to raise $705 more to pay rent by June 1st! This is in just 3 days. Any amount donated helps and thank you all for the support!

Paypal: lelebabes01 Venmo: lelebabe01

Thank you so much :’) replying extremely late bc I’m in middle of final projects right now hahaha. I’m happy my art means something to you.

 

Can someone please match my $10 for Courtney? She is extremely exhausted and need $45 to get a room for tonight ASAP!

She’s pregnant, a diabetic, recently homeless AGAIN and raising a 9 yr old alone. We have been in contact for a few months and unfortunately she doesn’t have any support from her family or irl friends. Anything helps! She has been trying so hard and it is heartbreaking seeing her losing the housing she fought so hard to get and try to keep.

Cash app: luxgloss1

PayPal: cqueen640@gmail.com

her Instagram is @courttbeticc16

 

We have by the end of the day TODAY, which is 6 hours, to raise $196 more for Taliyah, a Black single mom to pay rent.

This is a FINAL DEADLINE. If this amount is not raised a Black family will lose their home.

Paypal: lelebabes01 Venmo: lelebabe01

Thank you for reading and please contribute however you can!

 

Yay yay yippety yay yay!

😀 I love art. Does art love me? I’m not sure. Self portrait is hard. It feels like I HAVE TO KNOW MYSELF AND THIS ART IS AN EFFORT TO DEFINE ONESELF and it is like AHHHHHHHHHH I can’t do it. Oh well. ! I had another draft before this, then I started pinching slapping scratching punching the canvas (not with my whole strength) with paint and frustration! After like weeks I finally revisited this, and I think… I THINK THIS IS GOING SOMEWHERE!! (Added the snail person and sea TODAY)

I’m not the paint master, nor a knower of the strokes, just a lover of the arts 👍

Mmm, I’m not very experienced with painting, or oil paints, so please let me knoweth of your tips and suggestions! :D

Learning to be faster, not worry about visible brush stroke texture, accept mistakes and draw confidently and not try to hone into one spot over and over

 

A sunburnt mermaid in a sea of sand, crawling towards the setting sun. The only thing remain of their homeland, barnacles, feeds upon their flesh. Gloom is the clouds. They shouldn’t be here.

A girl who has bid farewell to a burnt out heart and cut off her umbilical cord to rest of the world. Where can she find her gravity in the cosmos?

I printed a bunch of my works to sell 😿😿😿 MY CHILDREN! I WISH I CAN PRINT THEM TO BE BIGGER!!!

Ahhhhhh…. 😢😢❤️❤️ MY BABIES!!!! All of them, somewhat, has some emotional significance or deeper meanings to me. ASK ME!!!! These are a mix of my older highschool senior era arts and my more recent college time arts hahaha.

AHHHHH!!!!!!! I GUESS IT IS NOT A BAD THING! I have always been scrambling to make more art for upcoming art fairs 😭💔but now I feel like maybe I have too much? Not a variety? Enough? Maybe I should do something more fun? Like silly cat meme stuff?!?? And I’m afraid to price my work how it is worth?? (explodes) I JUST WANT TO DO MORE AND IMPROVE BUT IT FEELS LIKE I’M ALWAYS A MESS….. hehehe. 🤭

Tbh, I only started selling my art to be able to help my friends who needs money more, and… I guess it is really nice seeing people’s support and love for my works! It’s very surprising that people actually like my works? Or value them at all?? I wish I can sell enough art to support people but… sigh. 😔 I guess I need to join a leftist org and tell them about my friends instead, or find more people to work with me ;;

Me and a friend (Kir) is going to make some flyers to encourage people to support Mem and Maha’s campaigns :00 going to put them around campuses and stores…. :) (fist of determination)

I don’t know how to manage, do, or plan things like this either…. But it is very fun to see my art in physical form! I could have never imagined this just… a year, two years ago! I guess I’m growing and learning a lot! It is hard to not get discouraged when things are so shit and there’s so much suffering but I guess we try to band together and do things together or something like that…

Holds you extremely

Hey comrade I’m genuinely grateful for the love of my works, I would like that too, however, I kind of want to get paid for my works 😿😿😿

❤️❤️❤️

[–] star_sparkling_soda@hexbear.net 2 points 2 months ago (1 children)

(Biggest hugs) Im so sorry my comrade :’) you are enough. You are worthy. I’m sorry whatever you are going through!

 

Hello everyone! I’m here with an update on Maha’s current situation, and how the campaign is doing. I'm very sorry that it was down and people couldn't donate! That has been fixed.

This is the campaign link! https://chuffed.org/project/121032-iraqi-trans-woman-seeking-asylum

After much thoughtful consideration, she has decided that she’s not leaving Iraq asap since she only has a year left of college, this might provide a more stable future for her. She will try her best to bite the bullet a bit longer. Even if she wanted to leave for Canada asap, she was told by a friend that her brother said, if she’s leaving the country he will kill her. Because killing her will be better than having the family and his personal life be filled with shame…….. An extremely suffocating and horrific situation. This all makes everything even more dangerous, difficult, and makes it so much more planning has to be involved for this to work out. We sincerely appreciate all of your support.

So, we have decided to wire all of the funds raised to her (~$2640 that has deposited into the bank as if 3/26/2025) so Maha can survive off of one job while she is finishing college. She is at a high risk for— everything, right now she’s working three jobs, in college full time and can only get 3-4 hours of sleep per night. Not to mention she’s still recovering from cancer, having multiple chronic conditions, and disability. She’s running on fumes, and this fund will make sure she can afford to sleep at night and continue to stay alive!

As if 4/18/2025 we are still figuring out ways to get the money to her as Moneygram isn't operational, Western Union isn't working and bank wiring takes months if it works.

Maha requests to please make the donation number end in 5 or 0, haha, it is easier to calculate things this way, she’s very mentally ill and can’t comprehend numbers otherwise. (She requested me to say this)

If you cannot afford to send any financial support but are able to help in other ways, please reach out to me via signal, @SillyGoose.32

Maha needs more than just funds and any amount of support is appreciated!

Please. If you are able to help Maha secure a work visa in Canada so that she may be able to leave Iraq without finishing college first, reach out! If we can help her secure a job, that would be of great support to my friend’s survival and future, with that sort of help she can theoretically get to Canada in a month. She can work any white collar jobs, carpentry work, and anything that won’t be in a hot environment or asks her to do heavy lifting. She is an interior designer and proficient in Autocad, and is skilled in leadership, coordination, and problem solving. Over the years she has been teaching classmates and friends classroom concepts, making her a skilled educator. She’s fluent in Arabic and English, and can teach Arabic.

Last, love you all, stay safe 🫶 please, contribute however you can.

This is a repost coming too late! If you remember my Rat Valentine cards for Maha— I now have genuinely way too much art to introduce to everyone and have no idea where to begin! I’m looking into making an art selling website so the process is easier for everyone to support my art and my dear Iraqi friend in the process! (Bows sincerely)

[–] star_sparkling_soda@hexbear.net 6 points 2 months ago (1 children)

🥺😭❤️❤️❤️🫂🫂🫂 oh nooooooooo im so sorry and (holds u super tightly)

[–] star_sparkling_soda@hexbear.net 5 points 2 months ago (2 children)

WOAAAAHHHH!!!!!! 🧎🥺❤️❤️😭😭

HI HI HI THANK YOUU TY TY may I ask whomest is this this jiggy-sawwy thou speaks of? :0

 

Cw for cartoon blood and drawn meat (?)

Hi! I rise again :)) I really hope this time I don’t just completely fade away for a month at a time as per usual!

I tried to tell myself this time, I don’t care what you make, I don’t care if you plan it out or not, even if it is bad, please—- YOU HAVE TO MAKE SOMETHING!!!! Do it scared do it badly just DO IT DONT FRET THAT MUCH!! If colors are a pain in the head, then do it in monochrome!

I spend my energy like a kid with a bucket of candy 😔💔 but we learn and preserve :)) WE CAN DO IT AHHHHHHHHHHH

I have a lot more art to share :)) hehehe Have a lovely day everyoneeeee

 

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Mmm. Very very fun experience <:) I don’t think I’m cut out for…. Words (?) word… word of wording…. Word…. I can sit and draw for hours but the moment it comes to writing or formatting of any words- I just. Don’t know where to start?

It is so different having a piece of your art in your hands! Ahhh…. I should have more printing of my works :’) Well, expect more edgy interpretations of edgy vocaloid songs!

On another topic, I’m returning to therapy, and my therapist is holding me hostage (light hearted joke) as I have ghosted them way too much times after convincing myself I’m wasting money and resources and I can fix myself, oh well 😣 I will try to not run away this time!

It is really really really hard for me to express myself or talk anything about myself to, every single person in my life. I even find myself censor thoughts and feelings before they fully appear, and unable to say or even think how I really feel because I feel so…… unsafe? 😭I know all I have talked about is myself on this website, well, on my art posts! That’s highly unusual and I guess I’m creating a space to be a bit self indulgent! <:) it’s really hard to draw things I like or for myself? Hahaha

Anyway! Im hooking up with a local (commie?) queer place to sell the rat love postcards for Maha! Im so so so excited! I really hope this works out! I really need to make a poster for her so I can tape it everywhere! I also have 4747395 homeworks idk how to start??? (untrue. I have an essay that has been late for like 2 months because I can’t write essays for some reason?)

Human minds and existences are so fascinating, vast, and amazing! Woah, this makes me ponder if all of the existences that existed and existing and will be! This world is such an amazing place, with so much pain 😭

Do u have any favorite edgy songs of your own? :O

Have a lovely day everyone and hang in there 🫂🫂🫶💗

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