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What are some Adhd-things you do that people can see/notice? in c/adhd@lemmy.world

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 7 points 12 hours ago

Start talking about something and get so lost on tangents trying to explain all the precursory information they need to understand that original thing I haven’t explained yet that I’m now debating something entirely unrelated and have forgotten the original point I’m trying to make.

Bonus points if I end up losing my train of thought during one of the tangents and now don’t even know what I said two seconds ago and have still forgotten the original point I was trying to make.

Also not being able to do simple things I plan/need to do, like laundry or writing an email, but then spend 4hrs straight building something incredibly complex from scratch just to test a random theory I had that has no other usefulness.

Oculolinctus in c/wikipedia@lemmy.world

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 3 points 3 days ago

What a terrible day to have eyes…

meirl in c/memes@sopuli.xyz

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 79 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago) (3 children)

Yes, remember it is totally immoral to pirate things from corporations who actively make everything worse for everyone.

Here’s a guide to what sites you should avoid so you don’t accidentally get movies, shows, books, music, etc. without paying FMHY.net

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Have a (sort of) positive meme for a change (lemm.ee)

submitted 1 week ago by hihi24522@lemm.ee to c/schizoposting@lemm.ee

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Have you not heard? Has it not been told you? (sh.itjust.works)

submitted 1 week ago by hihi24522@lemm.ee to c/schizoposting@lemm.ee

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cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/32881734

Baseball is occult

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"Two roads diverged in a wood, and I— I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference." -Robert Frost (sh.itjust.works)

submitted 1 week ago by hihi24522@lemm.ee to c/schizoposting@lemm.ee

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cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/32728471

Deleuzian Rule

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[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 19 points 1 week ago (1 children)

I know very little German, but I get the feeling that even if i understood every word, this would still be incomprehensible lol

Coping with burnout in c/whitepeopletwitter@sh.itjust.works

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 9 points 1 week ago (1 children)

Serotonin Syndrome.

purritos are a gateway in c/memes@lemmy.world

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 1 points 2 weeks ago

“Rolly. Polly. Pudding.”

My siblings and I will quote this scene in our best imitation of that rat’s voice randomly and no one knows what we’re talking about lol

Damn I miss watching movies with my sisters

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Does adderall make anyone feel less anxious? (lemm.ee)

submitted 2 weeks ago by hihi24522@lemm.ee to c/adhd@lemmy.world

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I noticed a few months ago that while I don’t like taking my meds when I don’t have anything to do, I feel the desire to take my meds before going to do things with my family members. It feels like I’m less anxious and frustrated with them when I’m medicated.

I looked into it and it looks like Adderall might weakly act like an SSRI, so it might be kind of like microdosing anxiety meds.

Well, yesterday, for an unrelated reason, I decided to take an extra dose of my meds.

WARNING: DONT DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS UNLESS YOUVE TALKED TO A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL.

Don’t worry I did let my psychiatrist know before hand. This experiment was meant to just make the focus effects last the whole day by starting earlier with my other doeses and then taking two extra half doses spread out in the early evening.

Fun fact, 40mg is the max recommended dose and I ended up taking 45mg. I don’t intend to take that much ever again. It wasn’t horrible but it did feel like I passed the point of it helping me focus.

After taking the first extra half I felt my heart rate go up and I got a slight tension headache, but I felt okay enough to take the other half. I expected it to make me more tense or more jittery, but at what I assume was the peak, I felt the opposite. For the entire peak and rest of the evening, I felt just incredibly calm.

My heart rate was even lower than it typically is on meds (though still high). But the weirdest part was that I just felt calm. My muscles didn’t even feel that tense. I was not able to focus all that well, (which means 45mg is too much Adderall lol) but I was fine with that.

I didn’t feel any high or happiness, honestly I felt bored but I was just like fine with that. I didn’t feel the urge to listen to music or watch something but I also could listen to music or watch something without feeling annoyed like I do when I want some stimulation but nothing is the right stimulation.

I even scrolled on lemmy for a bit but saw it was all more trump and Elon bullshit and instead of doomscrolling compulsively I just put my phone down. I mean it was literally like Nirvana. I had no desires or happiness but honestly I was just fine with that.

Anyway, my best guess is that I took enough adderall that it started acting like anxiety meds. I do have generalized anxiety which I haven’t gotten medicated for because I still have some irrational desire to not take meds, but that’s not the topic of this post. What I want to know is do any of you feel similar calming effects from your meds?

It really seems counterintuitive for stimulants to make you less anxious. And hey Methylphenidate made me wayy more anxious than adderall. Oh, also I don’t feel any high from adderall, (especially at that dose I took last night since I got a slightly annoying stress headache). I don’t feel withdrawal either even when I take a break after a long period of constantly being on my meds. Hell I still have to force myself to take my meds every day, so I guess it’s just not giving any sort of reward to trigger habit formation. Anyway, I say all this because I’m wondering if not getting adrenaline or pleasure from the adderall is correlated with being able to notice a calming effect from it. Anyone feel like their experience supports/weakens that hypothesis?

I Am The Night in c/antiquememesroadshow@lemmy.world

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 3 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

“Submissions should be vintage memes or commentary about vintage memes. Commenters are advised to appraise the internet value and provenance meme antiquities.”

This post probably does count as “commentary about vintage memes,” but my comment also counts as an appraisal of the provenance of the meme. I can make it more appraisal sounding:

“While at first glance this appears to be an “I am the night” meme from the late 2000s early 2010s, closer inspection of the top image shows signs of being AI generated meaning this meme is much more modern. Fortunately antique memes are often more about the vibes, themes, and format of antique memes so it is likely this meme will gain several dozen upvotes in this community”

I Am The Night in c/antiquememesroadshow@lemmy.world

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 2 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

Not to be that guy, but the top image is AI generated so this might be pushing the definition of “antique meme” a little. Stable diffusion is only like three years old right?

This happens way too often but shotgun ammo is expensive and not very effective in c/schizoposting@lemm.ee

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 4 points 2 weeks ago

It’s the rotting flesh that’s the problem! The slug just goes straight through with minimal resistance whatsoever. Last time it went through and ended up shattering one of my garden gnomes, and the damn beast just stood up on its hind legs and walked away unscathed… it was one of my good garden gnomes too…

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This happens way too often but shotgun ammo is expensive and not very effective (sh.itjust.works)

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cross-posted from: https://sh.itjust.works/post/32197731

Anon just wants to enjoy his movie

cheap beer rule in c/onehundredninetysix@lemmy.blahaj.zone

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 13 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

And most people don’t know this but Canada gooses were the deciding factor in the 1995 Quebec referendum. They kept this fuckin’ country together.

(Glass shatters) You gotta problem with animal lovers you got a problem with me and I suggest you let that one marinate!

How are you actually doing today? in c/nostupidquestions@lemmy.world

[–] hihi24522@lemm.ee 9 points 3 weeks ago

I recently made a decision to transfer colleges in order to save my mental health. This meant I’d have to take on a few student loans, but with FAFSA it still felt manageable, and it has significantly improved my life.

However, If financial assistance from the government drops, the chances I will be able to afford school long enough to graduate drop significantly too.

I’m not super jazzed about that; though, I still think the transfer was worth it.

Oh yeah, also, I just recently got medicated for ADHD and it’s what’s let me start to pull my life together, but adderall might get banned so… rip me.

Maybe I’ll take up smoking lol. I mean that as a joke, but what a world when clinically safe, prescribed meds might get banned but literal cancer causing, heavy metal filled, habit forming drugs are going to be legal forever…

Cheers mates, couldn’t have asked for a better seat to watch the final fall of America and possibly the rest of the world. Good luck to all of you who’ll last longer than me.