(i decided to post this on a throwaway)

I knew a lady. She was friends with my friends. she would talk to me sometimes and give mixed signals. She would be nice to me and then be a total dick.

She would say she liked me and wanted to be my friend but would be very rude and “curt” i guess is the word.

A few days ago, she invited me to her house. she pushed me onto her bed. She told me to take off my clothes.

She said she’d do it for me if i refused. I said no and she said my opinion didn’t matter because i had autism and was less than human.

She hit me and punched me multiple times. She tried to put her hands on my neck and i tried to push her off. She threw her body on me and tried to pin me down.

“Why do you care about me?” she asked. “There are so many people you could focus on, why me?? please be honest.”

I told her I cared about everyone and that i wanted friends, that i found people to be interesting. i told her if she wished, i’d never speak to her again.

She let go of me after a bit, and her mother called her to do something for her and i got all my stuff.

I left the damn house and RAN. She couldn’t do much because she was doing something for her mom so i could leave.

People call her a great lady. People say she loves me, that she’s amazing.

I can’t forgive her. She said i did nothing wrong and that i was just a “stupid little pup” for asking what possessed her to do that.

I truly hate her but my friend calls her a fantastic and even pretty woman. She told me if i ever told anyone, she would slit my throat.